Artist: Halsey
Song: Ashley
Album: Manic
Year: 2020
Lyrics:
Standing now, in the mirror that I build myself
And I can’t remember why the decision wasn’t mine
But it seems I’m only clingin’ to an idea now
Took my heart and sold it out to a vision that I wrote myself
And I don’t wanna be just somebody in America, just fighting the hysteria
I only wanna die someday
Someday, someday, when I burst into flames
I’ll leave you the dust my love
Hope a bit of it’ll be enough to help
Remember the days, when we came to this place
I told you I’d spill my guts
I left you to clean it up, I’m bursting out of the
Seems like now it’s impossible to work this out
I’m so committed to an old ghost town
Is it really that strange if I always wanna change?
And if only the time and space between us wasn’t lonely
I disintegrate into a thousand pieces
Think I’m makin’ a mistake, but if I decide to break
Who will fill the empty space
So now, if I figure this out
Apart from my beating heart
It’s a muscle, but it’s still not strong enough
To carry the weight of the choices I’ve made
I told you I’d ride this out
It’s gettin’ harder every day somehow
I’m burstin’ out of myself
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Too many guys we’re constant, or
I complete them, or, I’m gonna make them alive
I’m just a fucked up girl lookin’ for my own peace of mind
Don’t assign me yours
(Ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh)
Too many guys I’m a concept, or
I complete them, or I’m gonna make them alive
I’m just a fucked up girl who’s lookin’ for my own piece of mind
Don’t assign me yours