Artist: Asking Alexandria
Song: Lorazepam
Album: Like a House on Fire
Year: 2020
Lyrics:
I’m not an addict, I just sometimes fucking hate myself
(I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care anymore)
I’m not a victim, I’m not lonely, and I’m doing well for myself
(I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care anymore)
I drive a sports car, got a couple houses, fly first class
(I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care anymore)
So why when I wake up and see my reflection does it make me sick?
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I don’t care anymore, I’ve got a sickness in my soul
I’m on my shit again
I find it kinda funny being out of control
Feed me Lorazepam
My wife she loves me, I’ve got friends who’d jump in front of a train
(I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care anymore)
But every waking minute I’m tormented by my fucked up brain
(I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care anymore)
Folks pay to meet me, take a photo, tell me I should smile
(I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care anymore)
But all I wanna do is take a match and set this whole place on fire
I don’t care anymore, I’ve got a sickness in my soul
I’m on my shit again
I find it kinda funny being out of control
Feed me Lorazepam
My parents sometimes try to reach me but I never respond
(I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care anymore)
Not really sure why I’m still pissed off but it’s part of my brand now
(I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care anymore)
I’ve got no reason to, so tell me why I feel like shit
(I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care yeah, I don’t care anymore)
Lucky for me I’m pretty good at acting like I’ve got a hold on this
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I don’t care anymore, I’ve got a sickness in my soul
I’m on my shit again
I find it kinda funny being out of control
Feed me Lorazepam
I’m not an addict, I just sometimes fucking hate myself
Every waking minute I’m tormented by my fucked up brain
I’ve got no reason to, so tell me why I feel like shit
All due offense, I don’t feel bad if I push you away